A Second Chance Essay

A Second Chance Ashford University A Second Chance Choosing to pursue a college a degree at the age of 33 I had prepared myself for obstacles like scheduling conflicts and how to balance five kids and school, I was not prepared for the fact that my past and my self-esteem would be the biggest obstacle in my way. I have started and stopped school more times then I care to count or admit. Every single time my reasons seemed good, from having a baby to my job, to not being able to give it my full attention.

The frustration that I have continuously felt has been indescribable, and each time it has made it harder for me to pick myself up and to continue forward with my educational dreams. I had made the decision a long time ago that I would not let the physical and emotional abuse that I suffered as a child get the best of me. But I have found that even though the scars of the physical abuse have faded with time, the emotional scars have not. The emotional scars have left me self-doubting my capability and self-worth of attaining a college degree.

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While my other siblings were encouraged to pursue college, I was told on many occasions by my mother that I was not smart enough, not good enough, that I should concentrate on working. Though I had trouble in mathematics, I excelled in everything else. I took advance placement English, Biology and History through high school just to prove a point that I was just as smart as my brothers and sister who did not even bother taking any of these classes when they were in school. Even after all that I was still told that I would not amount to anything, to stop dreaming and face the reality that I was not “college material”.

There have been many times over the years that I have shared my schooling with my mother and family and every single time my mother has given me reasons why I should not be attending school. I was told that I was being selfish and that I need to make my children a priority, and that I need to be home with them instead of out going to school. I ended up letting her get to me and I pulled out. But of course I immediately regretted my decision and the shame that I felt for allowing her to get me was added on to the already ever growing heap of low self-esteem.

For the last fifteen years I have ridden this roller coaster of self-doubt that I am not capable of finishing college, it has been a struggle but after making the decision that I would no longer allow anyone else to determined my future and the future of my children, I signed up for Ashford University. I will be perfectly honest that I am still struggling with my demons of the past but my desire to prove those who doubted me wrong is a stronger force. I have every intention of graduating with my degree and setting the bar higher for my kids so that from this generation on college is not going to be a dream but a reality.

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